I get so frustrated with things sometimes! I'm just sitting here and I'm so pissed off, but ya know if you were to come up to me and ask me why I'm so pissed off.. I couldn't tell ya because there's so many things aggrivating me. The number one thing that is frustrating me right now is me. I drive myself crazy because of the things I do.. or don't do. My big thing now is that I have a list as long as my arm of things to do, but when I have time to do them, all I want to do is kick back and rest while I can. I don't want to call it laziness because it's not that I'm shrugging them off.. I just can't seem to muster the motivation to care enough. I don't know.. it's like I can't make myself face some of the tasks ahead of me. It drives me insane.. and the more things come up, the more it makes me nuts and the less motivated I am to try and tackle it.. it's a vicious cycle. Here's a list of other things that are making me pissed:
*** the fact that we have 3 bags of trash and for some reason I'm the only one here to take it all out when I'm not the one who made half of it
*** the fact that people seem to have no concept of time or the fact that other people's time is precious to them
*** the fact that I have to wash all.. that's right /all/ off my clothes because I have sensitive skin.. stupid genes
*** the dishwasher's been full for a day or two, but the person who filled it didn't run it and now I have to do it twice
*** i can't seem to lose weight and that bothers me
*** people don't update their journals.. that's my connection to people and i'm damn sick of seeing the same entry every single day

I took this online quiz and my 'personality' is ranked 24 out of 50. Supposedly the closer you are to 50, the stronger your personality, the closer to 0, the weaker. I want to know how the hell anyone's personality is weaker than another person's. Everyone has a different personality and that means that people have to be ranked? That means that some people's personalities aren't as good and strong as other people's? That's so stupid to put things that way and try to make some people lesser than others based on who they are. Crap. This quiz also had this to say about what is a seemingly mediocre personality on their scale:

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest...Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

Ironically the shit is pretty true.